sorry again for the lack of updates....seeing the difference between the post dates you should get an idea of how busy i am recently.by the time i get home i only want to lie down and sleep...i conk out as soon as my head touches the pillow! which is a vast difference from last time, when i can spend a few hours tossing and turning and thinking of all sorts of crap.
was just thinking of a few sad moments previously....and i realised that no matter how much i have changed [or feel i've changed], part of my character still stubbornly holds on. I still hold on to useless hope and pray that things will turn out differently, but it still follows the same path in the end....so why do we still have that hope that the same situation might take on a different turn? i'm still direct, tactless, impulsive, speak without thinking.........and i still tend to offend people.but its part of who i am, and no matter how terrible and hurting my comment are, i don't mean it that way......its not that i dun phrase it in a better way, i just dunno how. i lose a lot of friends in that fashion,cos i'm just being who i am.
Why do i have to force myself to be someone else when no one does the same for me?
so if you are a friend, understand me. if you are a friend, tell me what u like and dislike about me....i'd appreciate it.
3 comments:
i don't dislike u leh, i love everything about u. hehehe. ;)
Hey,
Nobody is perfect and I don't think any of your "good and true" friends dislike you. Everyone should have a habit of looking into the mirror and examine themselves before they judge anyone else. I like you.
Stranger
think real hard b4 u talk abt someone.weather its really how u feel or just a passing judgement.think!!especially when it comes to talking abt someone's loved ones.u'd nvr know, but u may actually hurt ppl, even those who are close to u.
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