weak..

i fainted on saturday....in front of a LOT of people.....i tried to stay conscious, to maintain my image, at least faint somewhere less conspicuious......but its kinda hard to walk gracefully when you're semi-conscious and struggling for breath.as anxious as my friends were, i couldn't help thinking that there would be some that didn't know what was happening and probably were thinking:

"WAH! JIT KOR CHAR BO LIM JIU ZHUI AH!?!"

or something along the same lines......so embarassing, not to mention the night that followed was the worst night of my life. I was in constant, Cannot-take-it pain that made me break out in cold sweat, i couldn't walk straight, couldn't sleep; i was just thinking, just let me die or faint so i don't have to deal with the pain anymore......

but actually, as i was vomitting....i was thinking of how much weight i would lose purging all this waste out.
*pengz*