i had dreams for the past two nights. When checked, images in both represented that i had reached a new level in my emotional state. And also that i am too conscious of my appearance, trying too hard to impress others..and that I have a new outlook toward life.
Maybe I am not aware, cos i dunno about having a new outlook, or completion of the hidden, mystery and feminine side of myself. But i know that i am VERY conscious of my appearance.... maybe cos i feel that my appearance is very important to me and i can use it to my advantage, as i feel that my character sucks.
sometimes trying too hard to be witty, to be likeable, enabling others to take advantage of me....i know i know. i just be nice and blind myself to all the criticisms, the jeers, the pretences all around me....but its kind of tiring sometimes to be Ms Nice Girl.
Is it so difficult for you all to like me for me?
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I like you. I love you to bits man. :D
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