haiz...

sorry for the long break..

have had loads of nonsense happening recently...some good, some bad.

here's an update. details to come, maybe:

• going to bangkok with a loved one! shopping shopping and more shopping...hope this will be a good trip that brings us closer together. it's a make or break.
• had a huge quarrel with yenlin...still sad til now.
• cedrick's going to Hong Kong to work for 2yrs lor....feels kinda weird cos he's always there these 10years[so long already right?]; gotta get used to him not being there.
• finally made a break and stuck to it. hope this will be for the better for the both of us.

it's funny how suddenly, you jus realise who are all the pple that really care and stick by you no matter what. it feels great to be loved for me and who I am, no matter how fucked up I can be. with me not being ard most of the time, i realise who is the more important pple in my life, and who i miss the most.

there is someone now. but still not sure.
i guess i still need some time before i'm sure.


well, gotta go for flight already. back tonight. til then.

Later.