sorry for the long absence....have been really tired recently.
so many things to do lor...
and now i'm sick somemore. plus other things.
promise i'll update soon.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Gossip Girl
oooooo!!!
another four more episodes of Gossip Girl Season 2 available for streaming!!!!!!
my advice is to start from Season 1 and go all the way.
it's the bee's knees, man.
you didn't get the link from me. =P
another four more episodes of Gossip Girl Season 2 available for streaming!!!!!!
my advice is to start from Season 1 and go all the way.
it's the bee's knees, man.
you didn't get the link from me. =P
all messed up
as i stepped into my room, i looked around....all i see is a big mess; just like my life now.
thought's a mess, career's a mess, love life's a mess...
sometimes i just wish i had special powers to make all the mess disappear.
*
anyway, news of the day is that Terence has tendered to leave Hotstuff.
which got me wondering, if i had stayed, would i have had the chance to become editor?
seriously speaking, as much fun as I am having now with the travelling, the extra time, and most importantly, the money, i really miss my old job.
miss the launches, miss the gang, miss being in the know, miss rushing for deadlines, miss having my opinion count, miss the satisfaction of seeing your hard work being published every month.
there's no job satisfaction with my job now, only the money at the end of the month.
i miss the Hotstuff gang, the friendly banter, the freedom to sing loudly at the top of my voice in office when i feel like it, to wear what i want, to change my hair color every three months...
i miss having a goal.
with everything that's going on now, i feel so empty inside lor.
what's my purpose?
thought's a mess, career's a mess, love life's a mess...
sometimes i just wish i had special powers to make all the mess disappear.
*
anyway, news of the day is that Terence has tendered to leave Hotstuff.
which got me wondering, if i had stayed, would i have had the chance to become editor?
seriously speaking, as much fun as I am having now with the travelling, the extra time, and most importantly, the money, i really miss my old job.
miss the launches, miss the gang, miss being in the know, miss rushing for deadlines, miss having my opinion count, miss the satisfaction of seeing your hard work being published every month.
there's no job satisfaction with my job now, only the money at the end of the month.
i miss the Hotstuff gang, the friendly banter, the freedom to sing loudly at the top of my voice in office when i feel like it, to wear what i want, to change my hair color every three months...
i miss having a goal.
with everything that's going on now, i feel so empty inside lor.
what's my purpose?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
'round and 'round the mulberry bush
so confused recently.
so...undecided as to what to do and what's the right move to make.
i know i said that I would nvr regret what i do....but i eat my words.
i am soooo afraid that I would regret the wrong decision.
how how how?!!!?!
so...undecided as to what to do and what's the right move to make.
i know i said that I would nvr regret what i do....but i eat my words.
i am soooo afraid that I would regret the wrong decision.
how how how?!!!?!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Cherry Blossoms, Here I Come!
Will be flying off tonight to Osaka, the place where I went for my first SNY.
hope to get lots of shopping done, as well as to make full use of my camera cos i heard that its Sakura season!!!
hope the crew will be nice and bring me out cos i really dunno my way in osaka....there's not much time to explore also...cos less than 24hours lor....still thinking wanna bring cargo or not cos my coat is taking up a lot of space and weight lor. dun wan to lug it all the way! how how?!?!
have to weigh my options now.
catch you'all when i'm back!
hope to get lots of shopping done, as well as to make full use of my camera cos i heard that its Sakura season!!!
hope the crew will be nice and bring me out cos i really dunno my way in osaka....there's not much time to explore also...cos less than 24hours lor....still thinking wanna bring cargo or not cos my coat is taking up a lot of space and weight lor. dun wan to lug it all the way! how how?!?!
have to weigh my options now.
catch you'all when i'm back!
Friday, April 24, 2009
blog block
oh no oh no!!!
i'm having writer's block...even before i start anything lor!!
I was supposed to do the first post last week...til now i still havent done it lor....
so busy and the mind is not moving like it should.
i plan to get intoxicated and write tonight in the wee hours of the morning.
Has always worked for me that way.
i'm having writer's block...even before i start anything lor!!
I was supposed to do the first post last week...til now i still havent done it lor....
so busy and the mind is not moving like it should.
i plan to get intoxicated and write tonight in the wee hours of the morning.
Has always worked for me that way.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Bombay Blues
well...i'm back from bombay. and happy to say i didn't get sick from eating the food there.
so i hereby conclude that Delhi is the problem, not India.
have been really slack recently...having so many days off after flights. have been busy catching up with my friends and pampering myself; indulging in long periods of sleep, doing my nails and hair. feel so lazy. haha. but i really start to enjoy my flights, and anticipate going to the stations. i don't even have to go out, it gives time for much needed sleep and alone time.
i just tend to get melancholic and think nonsense.
am trying to get pictures but my computer doesn't seem to want to read the sd card from my 450d. so that means that if i wan to post my zurich pictures, i have to transfer the pics through my lappie, to my hard disk, and then edit them in in my desktop. Tedious process...so i'll save them for a day when i'm not feeling too lazy.
anyway, i got a new haircut haha. got positive n negative comments though. so i'm still undecided on whether i love it or not. honestly, i do like it, cos its a change, but i dun think it's ME. so hope it grows out soon. and i have to stop myself cutting the stray hairs that drop down....or my whole head will be a fringe.
today i just feel like going to somewhere and relax with a nice book and some tea. thinking of a place now. just afraid that the weather would be against me. been weird weather recently in Singapore i heard.
Later.
so i hereby conclude that Delhi is the problem, not India.
have been really slack recently...having so many days off after flights. have been busy catching up with my friends and pampering myself; indulging in long periods of sleep, doing my nails and hair. feel so lazy. haha. but i really start to enjoy my flights, and anticipate going to the stations. i don't even have to go out, it gives time for much needed sleep and alone time.
i just tend to get melancholic and think nonsense.
am trying to get pictures but my computer doesn't seem to want to read the sd card from my 450d. so that means that if i wan to post my zurich pictures, i have to transfer the pics through my lappie, to my hard disk, and then edit them in in my desktop. Tedious process...so i'll save them for a day when i'm not feeling too lazy.
anyway, i got a new haircut haha. got positive n negative comments though. so i'm still undecided on whether i love it or not. honestly, i do like it, cos its a change, but i dun think it's ME. so hope it grows out soon. and i have to stop myself cutting the stray hairs that drop down....or my whole head will be a fringe.
today i just feel like going to somewhere and relax with a nice book and some tea. thinking of a place now. just afraid that the weather would be against me. been weird weather recently in Singapore i heard.
Later.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
sollie ah...
sorry for the lack of updates!
have had four days off since the dubai/istanbul trip.
was busy going out, doing my nails, doing my hair, going for facial and basically resting.
im sick lor.
packing for auckland tml.
update soon!
have had four days off since the dubai/istanbul trip.
was busy going out, doing my nails, doing my hair, going for facial and basically resting.
im sick lor.
packing for auckland tml.
update soon!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
最幸福的事 [The Happiest Thing]
very very nice song...very sad too.... try to watch the video. Enjoy.
Lyrics:
你撐著雨傘 借我那次
已經足夠我 記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持
愛情本來就 沒萬無一失
淚水離開了 你的手指
那不如讓它 流在這信紙
我想女孩子 最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式
Chorus:
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
可惜愛不是 童話故事
不能夠永遠 依賴著王子
才慢慢認識只剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心 為難你解釋
我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
那一陣子有你 美的不像現實多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止
我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事
In Dubai
Its 1.22am here, 5.29am singapore time.
the crew just left my room, after a cooking session and a Gossip Girl:Season 2 marathon. Nope we didn't finish the show. Now i'm left hanging. haha. It was quite a good drama. interesting.
same old story: A sleeps with B, who is also sleeping with C. A finds out, then B finds out A is sleeping with D, and that A's mother is sleeping with E. Complicated? Yup...but nice show.
[doesn't exactly happens like that, but close]
anyway my room in Angsana Hotel in Dubai is a suite; hence then kitchen, living room and separate bedroom. we hung out in the living room and cooked instant noodles with sausage and eggs. since it was impromptu, we didn't get more food when we were in Emirates Mall [which is HUGE, btw].
planning on french toast tomorrow if we can wake up.
*
call time is 1.25am tomorrow night, where we will be going to Istanbul. Have already made plans to visit the Blue Mosque and Grand Bazaar. Problem is that, its damn cold in Istanbul, about 5-15 Degrees Celsius. I wonder how i'm gonna stand the cold since all i brought for the weather was a jacket and scarf. I forgot my thermal! Thank goodness its only one night.
*
wanted to have a drink but my hotel, unfortunately, is a NON ALCOHOLIC ESTABLISHMENT. Damn. And we were all too lazy to go out, since Gossip Girl got our attention.
*
i'm supposed to be taking this time to think....but i dunno what to think about. i wish i didn't have to make any decision and that the matter would just magically settle on its own. it's so hard. So hard.
*
anyway i am gonna curl up with my book and make myself sleepy.
Still hungry though. But nothing to eat. Should I take an egg from the tray? But i have to wash up. Nah.
Later.
the crew just left my room, after a cooking session and a Gossip Girl:Season 2 marathon. Nope we didn't finish the show. Now i'm left hanging. haha. It was quite a good drama. interesting.
same old story: A sleeps with B, who is also sleeping with C. A finds out, then B finds out A is sleeping with D, and that A's mother is sleeping with E. Complicated? Yup...but nice show.
[doesn't exactly happens like that, but close]
anyway my room in Angsana Hotel in Dubai is a suite; hence then kitchen, living room and separate bedroom. we hung out in the living room and cooked instant noodles with sausage and eggs. since it was impromptu, we didn't get more food when we were in Emirates Mall [which is HUGE, btw].
planning on french toast tomorrow if we can wake up.
*
call time is 1.25am tomorrow night, where we will be going to Istanbul. Have already made plans to visit the Blue Mosque and Grand Bazaar. Problem is that, its damn cold in Istanbul, about 5-15 Degrees Celsius. I wonder how i'm gonna stand the cold since all i brought for the weather was a jacket and scarf. I forgot my thermal! Thank goodness its only one night.
*
wanted to have a drink but my hotel, unfortunately, is a NON ALCOHOLIC ESTABLISHMENT. Damn. And we were all too lazy to go out, since Gossip Girl got our attention.
*
i'm supposed to be taking this time to think....but i dunno what to think about. i wish i didn't have to make any decision and that the matter would just magically settle on its own. it's so hard. So hard.
*
anyway i am gonna curl up with my book and make myself sleepy.
Still hungry though. But nothing to eat. Should I take an egg from the tray? But i have to wash up. Nah.
Later.
Friday, March 13, 2009
thoughts and more thoughts...
recently there have been many quarrels and many misunderstandings...
sometimes its kinda tiring to go on.
confusion as to what i should do next.
sometimes the going is good, sometimes bad. its come to a point when i'm numb to the pain.
i wonder; does it come to free will or is it predestined?
God sometimes plays tricks with us.
sometimes i wonder, after so many things, we still forgive each other.
is it meant to be?
all around me, my friends are having problems left and right.
some are familiar, some i hope to God I will never have to go through.
actually when u think back, i have been quite lucky.
i thank God that I have been strong enough to pick myself up after every fall.
or i guess i would have long ago chosen to leave this cruel world.
i wonder, do we create our own problems? or do they really just keep coming on their own?
i guess positive mindset always helps.
*
anyway, i'd probably be starting freelancing at Oneshift.com.
met up with Evan for a chat yesterday, and it was quite a good meeting.
the money's not much, but i was just glad for the oppourtunity to get my brain cells moving.
i have lost my wit and flair, and i really need to get it back!
my spelling's not that fantastic recently either...
let's hope it goes well!
*
well....i guess i have to just sit back and let things happen.
kinda tired to force things already.
*
have to start preparing for flight already....got a Calcutta overnight turn later....gonna be so tired lor...
later.
sometimes its kinda tiring to go on.
confusion as to what i should do next.
sometimes the going is good, sometimes bad. its come to a point when i'm numb to the pain.
i wonder; does it come to free will or is it predestined?
God sometimes plays tricks with us.
sometimes i wonder, after so many things, we still forgive each other.
is it meant to be?
all around me, my friends are having problems left and right.
some are familiar, some i hope to God I will never have to go through.
actually when u think back, i have been quite lucky.
i thank God that I have been strong enough to pick myself up after every fall.
or i guess i would have long ago chosen to leave this cruel world.
i wonder, do we create our own problems? or do they really just keep coming on their own?
i guess positive mindset always helps.
*
anyway, i'd probably be starting freelancing at Oneshift.com.
met up with Evan for a chat yesterday, and it was quite a good meeting.
the money's not much, but i was just glad for the oppourtunity to get my brain cells moving.
i have lost my wit and flair, and i really need to get it back!
my spelling's not that fantastic recently either...
let's hope it goes well!
*
well....i guess i have to just sit back and let things happen.
kinda tired to force things already.
*
have to start preparing for flight already....got a Calcutta overnight turn later....gonna be so tired lor...
later.
Monday, March 09, 2009
Disappointment
all men are bastards.
at least most of the ones that i've had the fortune to meet.
it all seems so familiar.
all this happened before; twice.
i can't forgive or forget.
he is a fucking wuss. always worried about other pple being upset or angry. never handling the situation.
when will i ever be the priority.
at least most of the ones that i've had the fortune to meet.
it all seems so familiar.
all this happened before; twice.
i can't forgive or forget.
he is a fucking wuss. always worried about other pple being upset or angry. never handling the situation.
when will i ever be the priority.
i will die old, ugly and alone.
Friday, March 06, 2009
called up
wah lau...
just when i tot that i would breeze through the second day of my standby, i got woken up by the dreaded number at 10am this morning.
called up for Jakarta turn later at 4pm.
arghhh!!!!
just when i tot that i would breeze through the second day of my standby, i got woken up by the dreaded number at 10am this morning.
called up for Jakarta turn later at 4pm.
arghhh!!!!
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Greetings from Zurich!
Am in Zurich now.
this is the one i wanted to get for myself. very unique. blue or nude, you think?
and i think this is quite nice too...
will be leaving this evening for home.
so far this short visit has been rather fufilling. there's just something about Europe that brings you to another world altogether. Everyone is traking their time, no one rushing [just walking quickly to get out of the cold], and to add to that, shops close early; sat they closed at 6, and sunday is the rest day.
i went to central to get the Longchamp Le Pliage bag for my mum [and myself] after much deliberation, and it was CLOSED.....so sad! finally decided top buy then its not open....guess its fate lor...i really wanted to get the LM nylon bag for myself.....!
now i guess i won't be able to get it at all...unless i get another zurich soon...
anyway i haven't really decided on the colour for my mum...which one nicer? they have white and cream too.
this is the one i wanted to get for myself. very unique. blue or nude, you think?
and i think this is quite nice too...anyway i probably have to wait for while before i can get any one of these... better to check price in Singapore first!
i shall go rest now. so tired...
Later!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
slow
sorry for the lack of updates!
will update later with pictures and commentary!
in the meantime, here's what's going on:
will update later with pictures and commentary!
in the meantime, here's what's going on:
- My eyes have healed
- I went to Abu Dhabi & went for the desert tour!
- I came back from Abu Dhabi
- I attended the Porsche World Road Show at Changi Exhibition Centre!
- Took lots of pictures!
- Went to Brisbane
- Back from Brisbane!
kinda short eh? hahah. will elaborate on most of the points soon!
later.
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Grounded
I have been grounded since tues cos of my eye.
stuck in office doing office work till monday.
strangely its really relaxing.
the routine and standard timing is a refreshing change from my otherwise fast-paced world.
the people are really nice.
no one cares if your lipstick matches your nail polish.
but i feel i've been around too long.
i can't wait to start flying again.
stuck in office doing office work till monday.
strangely its really relaxing.
the routine and standard timing is a refreshing change from my otherwise fast-paced world.
the people are really nice.
no one cares if your lipstick matches your nail polish.
but i feel i've been around too long.
i can't wait to start flying again.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
sick sick
i've been so sick since i came back from delhi.
let me give you the breakdown:
28th Jan: 2nd Day, CNY
woke up after dozing off despite all the rowdy noise from the family.
felt quesiness in stomach.
went to toilet and vomitted non-stop for almost two hours.
decided to see company doctor.
got a fucking painful jab that was supposed to work immediately but i woke up 4 times in the night to vomit.
29th Jan: 3rd Day, CNY
spent the whole day dragging myself to do the most simplest tasks
whole body very suan and no strength
kept sleeping.
very weak.
yenlin and soon tong still jio ktv....i 有心无力...
30th Jan: 4th Day, CNY
blood vessal in eyes burst after excessive vommitting.
went to take mc to be excused from flying.
medically fit for flying; but not aesthetically fit for flying.
not chio enough.
i scare myself when looking in the mirror lor..
went back to stc to show the company i not bluffing, and got MC til monday, 2nd Feb.
still feel weak.
*
now i have to see if the redness gets better or not, or else i have to do ground work till it gets better.
sucks.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year
I'm back from Delhi and sitting alone in my room while the whole family is happily gathering at my house.
i'm tired and cranky.
no one cares that i'm not mingling.
i feel strangely detached.
and alone.
Happy Chinese New Year.
i'm tired and cranky.
no one cares that i'm not mingling.
i feel strangely detached.
and alone.
Happy Chinese New Year.
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