I haven't been sleeping well..
ever since he told me all he said that night..
i feel so useless, so fucked up, so lost....
im not worth it at all.....
clinging on to the only hope that he loved me enough to come back and try again even though i did him wrong.
the only hope that he chose me instead......
but i wonder, what if he regrets?
now i dunno what to do, dunno where to go..
should i leave him alone to his own devices, even though i miss him so much every minute?
should i go out more, so he can have the personal time the he keeps requesting for?
should i stick closer, to rebuild the relationship?
i don't feel wanted anymore. =(
3 comments:
You probably showed him that you needed him more than he needs you. Try fishing - pulling too hard, the fish will die; letting too lose, the fish will free itself.
its easier said than done; but thanks for the advice...i will try.
It takes time dear... Nevermind, do your best. Nothing comes free, nothing comes overnight.
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