i was so so ready to give up.
so so ready to let it all go to preserve my sanity.
after letting go, i cried and cried...
wondering why? why didn't i matter at all?
all the effort, the tears....wasted.
then i wondered, why did i do that when i didn't really want to let go?
i guess i was giving it one last shot of faith that he would actually realise.
instead i got a question mark answer.
i don't want to think anymore.
i'm going crazy soon.
can you just tell me what is going on?
can you just give me a direct answer for once?!?!
*faint*
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