i know and accept that whatever that is happening now is mostly my own fault.
what i want is to feel that he loves me, not leave me in the dark as he leads a seperate life that i dunno anything of. why can't he include me?
i wish for last time, for the strong feelings we had for each other, when he actually still missed me.
do u think i enjoy being paranoid? do u think i enjoy quarreling? both are at fault, if you ask me.
its just that you leave so many question marks and then expect me to keep quiet and not ask.
i guess......maybe......he doesn't love me as much anymore......
but....i will try; try till he tells me straight in my face that he doesn't love me anymore. try till he forces me to leave.
Because I know now, too late, that i love him.
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girl, i'm so touched by your words. if i'm your man, i'll be moved to tears and not let u go, never ever again...
i hope he takes good care of u. i hope he knows how to treasure u, such a nice girl is hard to come by.
i pity u for falling for him.
anyway, i'll pray hard for your happiness.
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