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he is still calling and smsing that girl...


he promised me he wouldnt...now he blames me for being selfish and that he just wants to keep her as a normal friend.


he even changed the name of her contact to another name...



i can never win any arguement with him....he twists everything and i have nothing to say...


why can't he listen to me for once, make me happy, maintain this relationship?


instead of keeping her in his life with the risk of breaking our relationship?


my heart aches.


he said he would gradually stop it, and that he felt guilty towards her cos he just left without a word.....so how long is this going to last? it seems like no end.


i dunno what to do anymore....


he says im possessive, overly suspicious...i agree i am paranoid.....


but who wants to share? which girl wants someone around that threatens the balance of a relationship?


why doesn't he ever understand and think about how I feel for once.


i know that its only a friend...but is she so important that he can't let her go? when he knows that if i find out it will shake us?


why can't i accept that she is just a friend? why must i make things worse?

so many questions in my head that he won't answer.


he said he would try to gradually stop contact.....i wish i could wait.




my world is crumbling.