Girl's Night Out: Let the drinks come!~ Part 2

It was just terrible...

So FREAKIN' BORING!!


Well, firstly, shane insisted on joining us, not that we mind, and the whole platoon came along with him.....so girl's night out: NOT!

Then yenlin kept saying she was tired and all.......

Then Linda got psychoed by shane to go to Zouk instead. I WAS wondering how he managed to do that, cos Phuture was the destination and it was only RnB[the whole freakin' night]; while me, linda and yenlin were pure Retro buffs through and through. Anyway, since shane said that linda was okay with Zouk, i agreed, and yenlin agreed.........

we got tortured by a whole night of seemingly RnB music, with undetectable singing in an unrecognisable language, and a lot of American wannabes trying their best to dance to the horrible repetitive music. -_-

so after much arm-twisting, apparantly shane LIED to linda and told her that it was RETRO so that we would join him at zouk...................!@#$^% ()



Yenlin left at 11.50pm

Me and linda fought out way through the throngs of sweaty people to get to the toilet at 12.34am.....as we stared at the idiots struggling to climb the stairs to phuture, a sudden desolute feeling of tiredness overwhelmed us and we went to the coffeeshop opp to have a drink instead.

I left at 1.20am.


The night of fun turned into a night of boredom.


Sian.....-_- I was planning to get drunk lor.......I didn't even get high lor..no kick whatsoever..




We will have retro! As soon as I get back from Hong Kong!

Hehe........tentatively I'm leaving tomorrow night!!

So it will be 买东西，吃东西, 买东西，吃东西,买东西，吃东西.


Happy Holidays Everyone!

Girl's Night Out: Let the drinks come!

I'm going out clubbing with linda and yenlin tonight! Haven't been clubbing ALONE since god-knows-when; and we haven't clubbed together since yenlin's 21st birthday...which was like almost 4 YEARS AGO~~

i still remember:

me, yenlin, linda and gladys went to Madam Wong to celebrate yenlin's birthday. yenlin had one drink with us from the newly-opened vodka bottle and a waterfall from her kind bartender friend and she ran off, leaving linda in the dangerous company of me!

I remember I kept mixing the drinks for linda as i got increasingly drunk, resulting in forcing her to "Ta" many full glasses of 3/4 vodka and 1/4 7up!!! I kept assuring her that the liquor level looked high cos of the ice ["it's the ice! its the ice!"]! Gladys wisely kept a slight distance and sipped her drink when me and linda kept bottoms up!

The night ended with yenlin hugging the toilet bowl, smiling at us and saying "I'm not drunk!", at the same time punctuating each sentance by violently throwing up the contents of the night's dinner; and me and linda giggling non-stop as we danced out-of-beat to the suddenly ridiculously loud music. All of us spent the whole of the next day nursing our hangovers...

I am looking forward to tonight! Sure will be fun! We are going to drink and be merry like there's no tomorrow!! No Drunk No Home! Hehe~

And before I forget,

Merry Christmas to all of you!

Hong Kong Here I Come!!

i'm going to hong kong!! i just suddenly decided to take marcus's advice and went ahead and planned a immediate trip to calm my nerves and take a break from the chaos that i have been going through these few weeks. was actually thinking of just any old country, anywhere that will take me away from singapore......beach resorts, thailand for shopping or whatever....... but my friend had to insist on going to Hong Kong lor....

Not that i'm against it, but the problem is that it's SUPER expensive now...really burned a BIG BIG hole in my small pocket, and i'm not even sure if i have enough to spend after paying for the flight and hotel and what-nots.....and even for shopping everything there is for the winter season, what to buy?!?!? The plus is that the weather is deliciously cold at the moment, the same as the last time i went to Hong Kong. That means i can satisfy my winter jacket fetish and wrap up in the warm jackets and trenchcoats and boots that i can't wear in singapore for fear of fainting from heatstroke. And I can go see all the things that I missed out the last time i was there. [Disneyland, Watch Out!!] I'm also going to attack the street vendors and eat the fishballs[damn shoik!] till they start oozing out of my ears.

I hope i enjoy it. Really excited hehehe!

so many things to do, so little time

have been SUPER busy recently! my schedule is chock-full of appointments and what nots...busy arranging meetings with people i haven't seen in a long time...actually its kinda tiring, cos its like i have to keep entertaining and thinkin of things to say and repeating my sob story to all.........duhz.....when i rather meet those few that i truely feel comfortable with....

its been one heck of a rollar coaster ride, and its only been 3 weeks! i want to get off, and get rid of this nauseating feeling of suffocation, panic and fear that my seatbelt will give way and i will fall from my seat and plummet to my untimely death.

Can I help it if i'm such a good catch that he is unwilling to let go?

well... TOO BAD. Its too late.

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!

thank you for making it possible.

oh shit

i have been having one hell of an emotional week; with all the crying and sarcastic remarks and all. Didn't know that it was so difficult to let go.....but everyone seems to think that I am very strong and siao sa.......like real....that's what they see. I'm an expert in putting on a mask, see?

yesterday, had a quarrel with christine...at first we were exchanging sms-es in which she started saying all those lan jiao wei....i got so pissed then i called her and asked her what the fuck was she trying to say. She msged that "It's alright, since your mouth is so tight." then she continued with, "You are a clever girl. You know what I mean."

WTF?!?!?!?!

I was so hurt that she! of all people, would talk like that! I told her that i treated her as a good friend and by saying all this she really hurt me. Why couldn't they think of how i felt instead of thinking of how he felt??!!? Then she blurted out:

"You keep saying that we are good friends, then why didn't you tell us that you broke up with Alex? We didn't even know what happened, then suddenly we heard the news from him when we asked him. "

so she was angry with me because i didn't inform her..........but didn't she think that some things i just can't say to her? I mean, think about it. It's not like she tells me every single problem she is going through lor....she'd rather let charlene or jennie know.....so how can she accuse me of not telling her!!! Christine is one of the sweetest and nicest persons i know, and i never imagined that she would treat me like this. she has no freaking right to feel left out when she doesn't even include me lor....the conversation ended on a bad note.

i specially put aside a day to organise a gathering with all of them, then i get this crap. How am I going to face her on wednesday? What in the world am I going to do...

*

I had a dream last night.

It seemed like an answer to what I was praying for.hmmm....

I dreamt that I had a new boyfriend. It was just a normal thing....like everyday life......but like he was unwilling to do some stuff for me and/or for my family..... and then in the dream I kept comparing him with Alex, so many things to compare lor, like 4 years of good and bad all flash in the few hours of my sleep.....then when i woke up, i realised that....Alex really treated me very good[apart from the kuai lan and temper lah]....doing things for me without consideration...

i am so confused again. God help me.