最幸福的事 [The Happiest Thing]

very very nice song...very sad too.... try to watch the video. Enjoy.

Lyrics:

你撐著雨傘　借我那次　

已經足夠我　記得一輩子

我懂後來你不是不堅持　

愛情本來就　沒萬無一失

淚水離開了　你的手指

那不如讓它　流在這信紙

我想女孩子　最貼心的是

讓愛的人選結束的方式

Chorus:

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次

最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢

為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　

是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是　童話故事　

不能夠永遠　依賴著王子

才慢慢認識只剩兩個字　

我怎麼忍心　為難你解釋

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次

最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢

為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　

是最幸福的事

那一陣子有你　美的不像現實多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子

一段愛從開始　直至分開我們都對彼此誠實

最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子

想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識

是最幸福的事

In Dubai

Its 1.22am here, 5.29am singapore time.

the crew just left my room, after a cooking session and a Gossip Girl:Season 2 marathon. Nope we didn't finish the show. Now i'm left hanging. haha. It was quite a good drama. interesting.

same old story: A sleeps with B, who is also sleeping with C. A finds out, then B finds out A is sleeping with D, and that A's mother is sleeping with E. Complicated? Yup...but nice show.
[doesn't exactly happens like that, but close]

anyway my room in Angsana Hotel in Dubai is a suite; hence then kitchen, living room and separate bedroom. we hung out in the living room and cooked instant noodles with sausage and eggs. since it was impromptu, we didn't get more food when we were in Emirates Mall [which is HUGE, btw].


planning on french toast tomorrow if we can wake up.


*


call time is 1.25am tomorrow night, where we will be going to Istanbul. Have already made plans to visit the Blue Mosque and Grand Bazaar. Problem is that, its damn cold in Istanbul, about 5-15 Degrees Celsius. I wonder how i'm gonna stand the cold since all i brought for the weather was a jacket and scarf. I forgot my thermal! Thank goodness its only one night.


*


wanted to have a drink but my hotel, unfortunately, is a NON ALCOHOLIC ESTABLISHMENT. Damn. And we were all too lazy to go out, since Gossip Girl got our attention.


*


i'm supposed to be taking this time to think....but i dunno what to think about. i wish i didn't have to make any decision and that the matter would just magically settle on its own. it's so hard. So hard.


*


anyway i am gonna curl up with my book and make myself sleepy.

Still hungry though. But nothing to eat. Should I take an egg from the tray? But i have to wash up. Nah.



Later.

thoughts and more thoughts...

recently there have been many quarrels and many misunderstandings...

sometimes its kinda tiring to go on.
confusion as to what i should do next.

sometimes the going is good, sometimes bad. its come to a point when i'm numb to the pain.


i wonder; does it come to free will or is it predestined?
God sometimes plays tricks with us.


sometimes i wonder, after so many things, we still forgive each other.



is it meant to be?



all around me, my friends are having problems left and right.
some are familiar, some i hope to God I will never have to go through.


actually when u think back, i have been quite lucky.
i thank God that I have been strong enough to pick myself up after every fall.
or i guess i would have long ago chosen to leave this cruel world.


i wonder, do we create our own problems? or do they really just keep coming on their own?
i guess positive mindset always helps.


*


anyway, i'd probably be starting freelancing at Oneshift.com.
met up with Evan for a chat yesterday, and it was quite a good meeting.

the money's not much, but i was just glad for the oppourtunity to get my brain cells moving.
i have lost my wit and flair, and i really need to get it back!
my spelling's not that fantastic recently either...

let's hope it goes well!


*


well....i guess i have to just sit back and let things happen.
kinda tired to force things already.


*

have to start preparing for flight already....got a Calcutta overnight turn later....gonna be so tired lor...



later.

Disappointment

all men are bastards.

at least most of the ones that i've had the fortune to meet.



it all seems so familiar.


all this happened before; twice.






i can't forgive or forget.


he is a fucking wuss. always worried about other pple being upset or angry. never handling the situation.






when will i ever be the priority.

i will die old, ugly and alone.

called up

wah lau...

just when i tot that i would breeze through the second day of my standby, i got woken up by the dreaded number at 10am this morning.


called up for Jakarta turn later at 4pm.




arghhh!!!!

SIGNS

Where do you find love? If we knew, we would all know where to look.

Sometimes all you need is a sign.



SIGNS -


Watch this. You won't regret it.

Greetings from Zurich!

Am in Zurich now.

will be leaving this evening for home.

so far this short visit has been rather fufilling. there's just something about Europe that brings you to another world altogether. Everyone is traking their time, no one rushing [just walking quickly to get out of the cold], and to add to that, shops close early; sat they closed at 6, and sunday is the rest day.

i went to central to get the Longchamp Le Pliage bag for my mum [and myself] after much deliberation, and it was CLOSED.....so sad! finally decided top buy then its not open....guess its fate lor...i really wanted to get the LM nylon bag for myself.....!

now i guess i won't be able to get it at all...unless i get another zurich soon...

anyway i haven't really decided on the colour for my mum...which one nicer? they have white and cream too.

this is the one i wanted to get for myself. very unique. blue or nude, you think?

and i think this is quite nice too...

anyway i probably have to wait for while before i can get any one of these... better to check price in Singapore first!

i shall go rest now. so tired...

Later!