confusion

i'm so so tired...every week seems to be so long and draggy...
i'm also sick, every muscle in my body aches...
i'm sad too, everytime my mind wanders again my heart gets a shot of pain.


i dunno why im feeling so depressed.
i dunno why my feeling tells me its not right.


i just feel like being alone.

i wish i could just sleep and never wake up.


Love so strong it hurts so badly.


...or maybe its PMS.

new job

okay...finally the update on my new job!

i am now a writer at HotStuff Magazine!

for those koo-koos who have never read HotStuff before, its an aftermarket automotive magazine; in other words, car magazine for tiong cars!

its like a dream come true!


but, it really takes up a lot of time. during production, everyone stays late to rush stuff.
when i say late, i mean LATE.

on friday they stayed till 6AM!!!!!!!!

ohmigod.




well......events and everything are also eating up my time....its great, i don't deny this is what i enjoy..
but then ah....
very tiring leh.

and then i got less time for him.



haiz....

will post more details when i have the mood. and pictures!!


p.s: i will be in the next issue! please go buy to support; or go kinokuniya and flip through hor!

super shagged out!

sorry for the lack of posts...

the new car, together with the new job, is sapping up all my blogging time, not to mention my sleeping-reading-playinggame-shopping-staringintospace time.

promise to update asap!

My long-time Lust

I finally found what I was looking for, and finally have the money to get it!

Mission Betty Flyweight Ice Hockey Skates!

isn't it just gorgeous?!?!?

couldn't find them in Singapore so found it on an online store. Am waiting for the person to get back to me on a price quote.

my own skates were leaving trails of broken bits of rubber the last time i used them......

it is soooo much cheaper now! used to retail in Singapore for $799, but now, its only US$59.99!

of cos its a bit out of style already...but who cares!!

im gonna get one for myself and one for Charmaine for her birthday pressie!

hope the fella gets back to me soon.....

class gathering

went for class gathering on wed...

was chatting with chuan wei, who kept having a glum face on, when i jokingly asked him:

"Why do you always look so depressed? You enjoy it ah?"

to which he answered:

"Sometimes being depressed is quite enjoyable. Why not give in to your true feelings?"

and with a knowing smile he added:

"At least I don't hide my unhappiness like you."



damn. am i so transparent?