new new!!

i have new gadgets!

dun get the wrong idea yet...i'm horribly broke at this moment, trying to make a two-digit balance bank account last til payday, which is on the 7th...which is unfortunately almost two weeks from now.

my last pay was to pay off the Tokyo, what i bought for tokyo, my handphone bills and what i owed my mother.

so i'm officially broke.

but suddenly i have two new gadgets, thanks to my daddy!

firstly, i got a Sony PSP Slim!

apparantly he got it cheap. i don't care! it's free and it's mine!!!

i really wanted red. but they didn't have stock. so i chose white instead.

kinda common, but i figured i could always zhng my PSP with stickers or i could spray it.

next, my dad passed me the iPhone!

at first i just wanted to play with it for the day.

then after much trouble for the whole day, i told my dad it was not user-friendly, with no MMS, redundant BlueTooth that can't send or receive pics or songs, no sms forwarding...not to mention the small buttons, and the difficulty in using it. and me being so clumsy, i was so afraid i would scratch it!

Then i said but if he give me i take lah.

then he said ok lor.

-_-

i got a shock! cos i wasn't really thinking about changing my mobile phone.

then my dad already told the guy who originally wanted to buy that iPhone that I wanted it.

so i was stuck with it! *pengz*

worst thing, i found out about all the faults after that!

but now, after two days of using the phone i got stuck with, i fell in love.

firstly, its still quite rare, so i took to holding it in my hands whenever i go out in public. I feel like a mini-celebrity as people recognise the gadget in my hands and go "Wah, iPhone ah!!!"

secondly, i discovered the world of third-party application downloads. Enough said.

i am a happy girl. =)

tired...

My horoscope today says:

Worrying about unplanned obstacles is a waste of time. Appreciate the time you have now as a couple, or work together as a team to overcome problems as they arise, not before.

hmm...i guess that's quite true ya?
i do tend to keep thinking of the negative side of stuff...


anyway just went through yet another production period..
but this time, we were sort of production-ing the whole freaking month.


i really feel like getting away and taking a break.
but....work still goes on.



so tired.

shattered dreams

have you ever felt so low that nothing in the world would make it right?
I have.

have you ever cared about somebody so much it made you cry?
I have.

have you ever missed someone so much you can't sleep at night?
I have.

have you ever given up everything, just to be with someone?
I have.

have you ever found out something that makes the tears just flow non-stop?
I have.

have you ever just spent the whole day sitting there, staring into space, feeling your heart break over and over?
I have.

have you ever thought you found the One and gave up everything, just to try?
I have.

have you ever felt your heart break and heard all the shattered pieces scatter?
I have.

have you ever cried till you can't cry no more, but you still hurt?
I have.

have you ever felt the pain of giving someone you care about up, when you really don't want to at all, just so that others would be happy?
I have.



and all in one day.




i hurt.

sleepy tuesday

i'm in the office of hell, with a mountain-load of work piling up, and no mood to do it.

i'm so sleepy and tired, with a backache. It doesn't help that i feel so grumpy today.

i want to go home.


*

hey, have you ever thought that there's a particular person in this world, that is The One?

someone that, doesn't matter how long you know each other, you just know that you want to be with that person, just directly abduct them and make them marry you, to live happily ever after?

someone whose faults you can live with, whom you can list the things that you love about them, and you just know that it is almost perfect?

someone who you are genuinely happy with, no matter what?

I believe.


Just that maybe.................. I don't think i will be able to meet with that person in this life.




Let's hope i'm wrong ya?