hurt

he said i should have called...

i should have.
i guess i was just stupid to wait and hope that he wouldn't do anything wrong.
is it wrong to try and trust someone.

can't he see i love him so much?
can't he see that i really want to be with him?

i wait on stupidly, against everything that happened, against all protests.

can't he just fucking trust me?!?!



when i finally love someone so much, he has to do this.
when i finally give up everything else, he cast me away.


i feel like breaking down; i have to smile and pretend nothing's wrong.



i feel like dying.
my heart's dead already.


darling please trust me.
Please don't leave.